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Friday, March 16, 2007

Growing up is not only an issue faced in “Peter Pan,” but also in “The Bluest Eye.” “The Bluest Eye” holds many themes that fall under everyday life. Maturity is not only faced in this story, but is also gained while innocence is lost. It is sad. Growing up… it is hard. I mean when your little, you probably cannot wait to drive or be able to buy things offline. Bt, the reality of it is harsh. It is called a loss of innocence. Some people never grow out of that child- state. When you look at the pout on their face, you see it still holds nothing but pure innocence. I can only wish I had held onto it as long as I could. Innocence is beautiful, sexy. Some might argue. I will never forget when there was nothing more innocently perfect then a plain white t-shirt, overalls, and white Keds. No one wears that shit for the rest of his or her life though. Like other teens, I am facing the fact that growing up is NOT ALL THAT. Responsibility is a burden and driving is scary. Sometimes, I regret he times I didn’t want to sleep during naptime. Pecola, Claudia and Freida are all losing their innocence. In some ways however, Claudia and her sister are rushing it. However, all three have lost it t menstruation so early. They might not be very mature, but heir bodies can’t stop from growing up.

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Friday, March 02, 2007

Romeo and Juliet was a very long tedious, story. Besides being assigned parts to read orally, we also listened to it on tape. We practiced finding page numbers based on act, scene and line, and rhyme scheme. Throughout the story, we took various quizzes. Some of them I might have done alright on, but most of them I flat out failed. To me personally, the quizzes were not very helpful in understanding the story. Half the time when we were reading, I was zoned out! My eyes were closed, yet I comprehended the main story line. We watched the movie and are now writing an essay on it. My topic explains why the story involves both an attraction based on lust and love between the "two star-crossed lovers." Reading " Della and Jim" and comparing it to "Romeo and Juliet" was hardcore yesterday. Yet, I liked to write it. Reading gets so boring, I like to hands- on show what I've learned.
Writing this essay is probably my favorite part about this entire chapter. My understanding of the material might not show in a failing test grade, but it can show in my writing. From Romeo and Juliet, I have learned that true love does exist. However, it takes time to find it. Sometimes, love is worth dying for, and you have to follow your heart. Your parents intuition in general and towards you does matter, but does not have to control your life. It cannot.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Confidant

Although I know it’s unhealthy, I can’t help but to hold everything in. Sometimes, I let it show like how I am really feeling and what is up. And it might sound fake, but I do not give a fuck. Most of my trust is confided in three things: my stuffed animals, Hashem (G-d), and Sukie. I know that no matter what, they will, or can not ever tell, knowing such things, I feel confident in sharing so much with them. It is not that I have hardcore trust issues; I am just scared of backstabbing bitches I have yet to meet. After seeing how fake some people are, it’s like harder and harder to really trust anyone anymore, you know? But, when I need feedback no matter what he says, I trust my dad. I do hate to admit it, but he does give good advice, and I do like talking to him. He always tells me one day he won’t be here for me to talk to him anymore. He knows I hold so much in and there is so much I have yet to tell. My dad always offers advice or asks what’s going on. I take advantage of the opportunity I have right in front of me I guess. He is right. One day, he won’t be here for me to talk to anymore. Slowly, but surely, I am learning that the answer to all my problems does not lie on the lacrosse field, in my poems, or under my sheets. The answers lie in words, words I have yet to hear.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Odyssey Test

1. What have you learned about Greek culture, values, and religion? Address the roles of women and men, honor and virtues, gods and goddesses, etc. (250 words)


The way we as a people live in the A.D. is very different from the way that Olympians lived back in the years of the B.C. time period. Greek culture is not only full of respect for a higher power, of gods, goddesses, and kings and queens, but it is also a totally different way of life. Throughout the Odyssey, I have learned that culture for the Greek’s revolves around marriage, bearing children, and fighting to defend land. They highly value a spacious territory, full of healthy animals, drinkable water, and a plentiful supply of wood for building ships. Going out to see is a task that demands a tight crew, well-built ship, and endurance for a long journey. Greeks often set out on journeys to fight other lands, such as the Romans or the Trojans. War and domination are respectable qualities and tasks of Greek soldiers, kings, princes, and men.
In the Greek culture, men learn to one day string their own bow, while women perfect their housework skills. To me, Olympian women are basically the definition of housewives. Children of different gender grow differently in the ways of what they learn. For example, a girl would never grow to fight battle, unless they were an Athena. But, there is only one of those. And a man would never grow up to tend to a garden or wash olives and squeeze them for juice.
It is said that “No man can refuse a goddess” or possibly no woman could ever refuse a god. Although both the king and queen are royal, it seems that the king is respected more as a man then the queen as a woman; they see her as just a wife. The job of king is one that involves great leadership, willpower, and a passion for one’s home. For example, many men killed, literally, to fight for Odysseus’s position. However, the king returned from battle like a real warrior.


2. What resonated with you in reading about Odysseus’ adventures? Why? (150 words)

Heart is one of the strongest muscles of all. Without such a fervent passion to see his boy grown and to hold his wife in his arms once a gain, Odysseus could have given up faith in his journey home to Ithaca. Although Athena couldn’t fight for him, she protected and guided him with the wind, and heart. Without the goddess watching over him, I feel Odysseus would have never succeeded. To me, Odysseus’ bravery and smarts away from home were most impressive and qualities I envy. By being courageous towards the threatening giant, Odysseus eventually found his way back to the sea.
Odysseus is mortal just like you and me. His mistakes and careless errors such as revealing himself to Poseidon on the sea make me feel reassured. Every hero or soldier has a weakness or moment of stupidity; it’s ok. Odysseus’ journey to hell was most unforgettable. Through the exhausting heat and madness of lost souls, he found his way to the man who would help him find the way to Ithaca. Bravery and heart were the most unforgettable qualities of the Odyssey. The way Odysseus used them in his many adventures was most resonating.


3. This epic poem is dated nearly 3000 years ago, why is it still relevant? (150 words)

History shall never go untold; and that it wasn’t. The Odyssey is a masterpiece that many historians question. We, the normal people that just read it because it is either required or because we find it interesting, eat the excitement up. Historians dream of unveiling the truth behind the Odyssey, its mysteries and all. But, they have to find it first. Although it was once lost for centuries, it has somehow still been past on from generation to generation. No one can resist the adventures and madness of The Odyssey. The things gods and goddesses can do for others and for themselves is so powerful. I along with many others find it amazing that such “higher powers” once existed. The Odyssey is important because it teaches us of the past. This epic poem, centuries old, keeps the past alive. And, the poem reveals the importance and powers of love, hope, patience, determination, bravery, and leadership. Although most of the stories include events that don’t really go on anymore in the present, its theme and character are still respected today.

Short Answers-
Answer in complete sentences. Cut and paste each question and answer underneath the prompt.

4. How would you characterize the narrator, the fictive "Homer" whose voice we imagine as singing the verses of the Odyssey?


There is no doubt that Homer’s existence is questionable. But, from the narration of the Odyssey, Homer seems like a man of long endurance. The Odyssey is not only very lengthy of a poem, but it also involves gore and much passion. The voice of Homer sounds so overpowering and brave, like the storyline itself. I’d characterize the narrator as a man with grave detail and very long-winded.


5. What kinds of behavior are treated as contemptible in the Odyssey?

In the Odyssey, acts of showy arrogance and franticness are looked down upon. For example, the men that were in the kingdom of Odysseus trying to win over his wife were full of arrogance and rudeness. Men that act like selfish pigs or that gives up on their “team” are considered contemptible in the Odyssey.

6. How does the poem represent mortal women? Since Penelope is the most important woman in the Odyssey, what qualities does she possess, and how does she respond to the troubles she faces? (Some of the other women are of note, too-Eurycleia the serving woman, the faithless maidservants, Nausicaa the Phaeacian princess, and Helen of Sparta, Menelaus' queen, whose elopement with Prince Paris sparked the Trojan War.)

The poem represents women as almost slave like house wives. The way men of no royalty treat the queen, Penelope, is arrogant and disrespectful. They seem somewhat inferior. However, Athena is most respected and honored in her presence. Penelope displays much faith in her husband’s return, and true to the love that she shared with Odysseus. As the main woman of Ithaca, when in situations of scarcity and pain, Penelope remains strong for not only herself, but for her women(maids).

The poem

7.How do Homer's gods think and behave? How do their actions and motivations differ from the conception of god in other religions of which you have knowledge? What role do the Homeric gods play in human affairs, and what is the responsibility of humans with respect to those gods?

In the Odyssey, Homer’s gods and goddesses are displayed as well respected and Herculean. They have powers that accede anything a mortal can do. Gods and Goddesses of the Odyssey display heroism in the actions they do and motivations they leave on their people. The G- that I have always known is Hashem. Although G-d hasn’t always stopped madness in the world, or saved lives, to me, G-d is up there. And in the Odyssey, the gods and goddesses are up no where. They come down to the earths and can be seen by whom they desire. In the Jewish religion, we believe that unlike Christians and Jesus, our messiah has not come. We are waiting. In the Odyssey, it seems no one believes in a later messiah, that the gods and goddesses they need are already existent and visible.
In human affairs, the gods and goddesses guide their people. They can not do the jobs for them or “hold their hand”. Whether it’s a strong current for out at sea, or a guardian in battle, the Homeric gods and goddesses watch over their people. Humans respect the presence of gods and goddesses in the Odyssey. The mortals see the gods and goddesses and are mesmerized by their strength to live forever and change lives. Humans are not to overreact in the presence of a god or goddess. There is also no need to because you can not try and call people to see him/her. They have powers to be seen by whomever they desire. The relationship between the humans and the Homeric gods and goddesses is unlike many of our relationship with G-d; we can not see him. Yet, we can choose to believe in him or not.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Similarities between Three Miyatkis

Among the three Miyatkis we watched, I saw a constant similarity: They all included weird town names. The setting in all three of the movies was between two different towns, sometimes both human and sometimes only one normal. Also, the creatures in these three movies were all unrealistically interesting. They included spirits or big, glob-like creatures with slime dripping from left to right. To me, these movies were about heroic strategies. The good and evil persons were always apparent and the intentions always predictable. Although these movies really usually aren't my beef, I did enjoy them for a change.

Similarities between Three Miyatkis

Among the three Miatkis we watched, I saw a constant similarity: They all included weird town names. The setting in all three of the movies was between two different towns, sometimes both human and sometimes only one normal. Also, the creatures in these three movies were all unrealistically interesting. They included spirits or big, glob-like creatures with slime dripping from left to right. To me, these movies were about heroic strategies. The good and evil persons were always apparent and the intentions always predictable. Although these movies really usually aren't my beef, I did enjoy them for a change.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My opinions about "Waking Life" and "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"








Waking Life

Throughout the movie of "Waking Life", I felt motion sickness. The way the animation like floated around the screen was a style I have never seen before. Although the movie seemed very opinionated to me, it also made me think a lot! "Waking Life" was one of those movies that gave me a taste of reality. The questions, "where really am I?", "Why am I here and where am I going," raced through my head throughout the animation.
All of the peoples' opinions about what they think life is about and what we are doing here really touched me somehow. The fact that we could be reincarnated right now, and not living our first life scares me. Dying scares me. Sometimes, when you think about death, people think you "are not happy with yourself", suicidal, or insane. But for me, just the thought of actually not breathing, opening my eyes, or not having a heartbeat again scares me.
It is like maybe sometimes I take this life for granted; this life. The only one I will ever have in this body. After my heart stops beating, I will never again get to run my long fingers through my silky hair ever again. My brown eyes will never sparkle again, my bones never break, thick leg hair never grow, and boobs never get bigger! I know sometimes I wish my life would just end out of boredom or humiliation, but when it comes down to the fact that I'll never be this person again, I second guess myself and why I am here.
The main character in "Waking Life" seemed lost and looking for answers to the questions of "Where am I going", and "What happens next?" And I guess he is a character pretty much inspired by everyone, and the hidden questions we hide.
After seeing the man find answers, I wonder if I too can ever find an answer to life; reality is confusing. This movie made it somewhat even more complex, and makes me think maybe I have kinda been living a lie.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

"Eternal Sunshine OSM," made me realize how so many people don't have the self-help to just "GET OVER IT!" They need scientific help from psychologists and fancy brain machines to move on with their lives. And, I am glad that that isn't me. Throughout this movie, I thought about happy moments I have encountered, and ones that made me feel like crap. But I realized that all-in-all, I wouldn't trade them for anything.
Some parts of the movie made me really sad though. The parts where he was a child again really made me miss those days. I know it is stupid, but sometimes I just breakdown over the fact that I am growing up! Although this movie was really good to watch, it kind of confused me and made me sad. I payed more attention during this movie, but for some reason, it is hard to relate to and understand its' full concept. "Waking Life" might have been boring, but I think I really did understand more of it then "Eternal SOSM." I got more out of the theories about what I am and where I am going. It gave me somewhat a sort of reassurance!



Monday, October 23, 2006

Research paper- The concept of an afterlife is interpreted differently in religions such as Buddhism, Scientology, and Judaism.



1) http://www.jewishnet.net/

- good site for jewish traditions, culture, etc


2) http://www.jewishnet.net/

3) http://www.religionfacts.com/judaism/beliefs.htm

I will discuss the traditional death ceremonies of Judaism, Buddhism and Scientology. Also, I will breifly describe the beleifs of each religion. Then, I iwll talk about the specific beleifs in an afterlife, and then describe it: Where? What will happen to your soul, etc. Lastly, I will sum everything up and compare at the end.